Nothing In Particular

Nothing in particular on my mind or I should say so many things rambling around in this head that it is hard to pinpoint any one thing that is taking precedence.  Mentioned to one of my adopted children last evening around 5 that I felt like I had already worked about 40 hours this week and it was only Tues.!  I had what was for me a very, I am not even sure how to describe it, feeling last night.  I had spoken with a friend, who I also happen to have had a business relationship with his family for years, on the phone around 1:45 yesterday afternoon because he had some insurance questions and he told me he knew that I could help.  After talking for several minutes we set an appointment for him and his wife to meet with me on Thurs.  When we got ready to hang up he told me, "you know that we think you are an amazing woman."  And me being a smartass told him not to be spreading rumors like that.  We laughed and I told him that I would see them Thurs. evening.  Around 9 last night I got a phone call that he had died suddenly yesterday afternoon.  Wow!  So now instead of he and his wife coming to my house for a business appt. on Thurs. evening I will be going to their daughter's house to sit with his wife for a little while.  Reminded ever more of the fragility of life.  On an up note, after I spend some time with her, I have a date.  Will be #4 with this gentleman.  Thought one time talking with him the other night, 'my God, I may have met myself!'.  We shall see but I am looking forward to it.  Have a great day or night depending on where you are.  Will leave you with one thought.  LIVE! DON'T JUST EXIST!