Yep, this is that date that has been flashing like a neon billboard in my head for about 6 weeks. It has been exactly to the minute 2 1/2 years since Bobby died. I still don't understand (and we have already established there is a lot that I don't understand) why this half year anniversary seems to be so important. I don't know if this is supposed to be some type of turning point or it is just the realization that life indeed does go on. What I do know is that I am having more of that Raschal Flatt's "I'm Moving On" feeling for the past several weeks, really since Christmas. With that being said, I am not really doing anything different that I have been. I am reminded of three things this morning. One is Psalms 46:10, "Be still, and know that I am God". The other is Jeremiah 29:11, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end." And lastly, the second and third verses of the song, "I'm Moving On", "I've lived in this place and I know all the faces. Each one is different but they're always the same. They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it, They'll never allow me to change. But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong. I'm movin on. At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me. And I know there's no guarantees, but I'm not alone. There comes a time in everyone's life when all you can see are the years passing by. And I have made up my mind that those days are gone."
Reminding myself that I am blessed and highly favored. I also am reminding myself I am a strong person. Have a great day boys and girls, really could use a 14 hour work day today.
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