I Can Not Decide

That I can't decide something, might to those of you who do know me, come as a surprise.  Let me 'splain it to you.  I have a date tonight.  First date that I have had in, oh, a little over 6 months.  Remember I told ya'll after New Year's Eve it had potential.  Well we have talked and texted daily since New Year's Eve and are going out tonight.  Told my friend Elaine this afternoon that this is just sad to be 53 years old and excited about a date.  She did remind me that I ain't dead yet.  What I can't decide if this nervousness I am feeling is sad or cute.  I mean really!  I still have 35 minutes before he gets here and I am showered, lotioned, make-uped (well to the extent that I get) and have all but brushed the enamel off of my teeth.  I find this rather humorous!  I am sure there will be an update to this.  Wish me luck all of ya'll!