Wow

I was so pleased with my daughter's blog that I have decided to start my own.  We will consider this on-line journaling.  Just a little about me.  I am a 52 year old widow in some stage of menopause just not sure which one, hence the name of my blog.  I find myself at a point in my life that I never expected to be in.  So in order to harness some of these random thoughts that drift through from time to time, here's Connie.  I know, that was really lame.  I am 52 but very likely in much better shape than I was at 42.  I have days that I can't believe that I am this old (not that it is really old but gee, I am way past middle age when you think about it.)  Then there are days as Garth Brooks sings, "I'm much too young to feel this damn old"  In the 21 months and 8 days (but who is counting) that I have been a widow, I have been learning much about myself.  And to be brutally cold and honest there is some good and some well that could use improvement.  I will share more on that later.