I Hate Being Confused

I really do!  I am really a very patient person.  I do not even pray for patience.  For the simple reason my Bible tells me that tribulation worketh patience.  Don't need none of that!  So I don't pray for patience.  I will however from time to time pray for an extra measure of Grace.  What I tend to be impatient with are people who can't make a decision.  Ya'll know the kind of person that I am talking about and you may even be one.  I want to say, "just make a decision for Pete's sake!".  Now I am not talking about the really big stuff that should be bathed in thought and prayer before making a choice.  I am talking about the everyday stuff that just seems to buffalo some people.  Sadly, today I are one of them.  This may sound awfully strange but today I can't decide if I am young or old.  At various times during the day I have caught myself thinking, "I am only 52".  That translates to, 'I am too young to be thinking like that or to be dealing with this.'  Then I find myself thinking 'I am 52 years old' which translates to 'how did I get to be this damned old'.  And I know that is not old and that I am not old.  I guess that is why they call it "middle age".  But seriously, I was probably middle aged somewhere between 10 and 15 years ago.  How long do ya'll think I'm gonna live anyway?  It is all good and I guess if this is the only thing that confuses me (given my genetics) I should be doing the happy dance.  Think I will go give it a whirl!